i wish i could see you again, one more time at least. i know it was only a little time we spent together but that time meant the world to me. you left me with memories & hope of seeing you again. never really felt what i felt for you i swear it was that puppy love all over again only better. i know soon i will see you, ill be leaving that to God. I know destiny will bring us back together, what i felt was amazing & it cant disappear just like that. i will forever remember you & until i see you i wont stop praying every night begging to see you again. i know myself & i wont forget about you any time soon or ever. Nobody will really understand how i really feel i know that for a fact. i cant & i wont stop thinking about you, because of you my attitude will change. no more stupid little mistakes. i learned that all the guys i ever cried for were not worth anything at all, i learned that im better of alone then being with sum guy. i have faith i will see you again I JUST HOPE its soon.
TE QUIERO.
UGHHH i honestly dont see nothing bad about this picture, yeahh my chest is showing SOOO WAHHTTT? what gurl doesnt like showing sum skin ones in a while? i see gurls everywhere showing half their bodies, most of the time they look a hot fxckinn mess & nobody ever says nothing, im pretty damn sure i dont so why fxckin hate? i post this picture on facebook & next thing you know PEOPLE start saying shxxxtttt!!! im sick of this world! i look good
FUCK OFF.
FUCK OFF.
It was like taking a break from everything, going to a new place to see all the people that i love again( my family) & being able to be myself & have lots & lots of fun, not being worried about what time it was, being able to trust every single soul in that place, & feeling soo protected & loved (: i loved it. I admit that i cried like a baby in my way back. Everything is so different in El Salvador ohh gosh i sure wanna go back. Feels like i left so much in that place. I had tons of fun with my family & friends, i even met family that i never knew i had. My moms side of the family is HUGEEE! you have no idea how big it is. i spent New years there & it was awesome, i can trully say that was the best new years i ever had. everywhere you went there was music & people dancing in the middle of the streets, drunkies going insane to the music & when the clock hit 12:00, mann it was the best feeling i've ever felt. i hugged both my parents first & then my cousins, aunts, uncles, friends, everyone. after that everyone just kept dancing haha it didnt finish till 4 in the morning. it was tons of fun, its something you have to live to believe.
The next day we all went to the beach <3 & it was just amazingg. i tanned for hours & omg the water was soooo good:D
the best thing is that every night there was always something to do mostly because that last week i spent over there was party week & there was this big carnival, concerts outside, & people outside just playing ball or walking around or doing waterever, of course i was always outside lol left the house at 3 didnt come back till the next day lol. During that time i met this REALLLLY nice guy <3 i fell in love (: at first i didnt really want to meet him, buh my cousin insisted because "he really wanted to talk to me" & well we did after that i honestly couldnt stop thinking about him. it was weird, never really had a thing for a guy like i did for him. its not like anything happened between us i swear lol we only talked & stared at eachother from far away it was like that puppy love all over again (: i wasnt even able to say goodbye to him when i left :( thats what hurts the most now. i remember the last time i saw him, it was at night & we passed right next to each other & he just put his hand on his heart & smiled big :D oh goshh those eyes & that smile was what made me go bananas x) i really hope i get to see him again. i'll probably go back next year but who really knows. im dieing to see him at least one more time, i have too i don't care what it takes. i miss him i miss everything.
the best thing is that every night there was always something to do mostly because that last week i spent over there was party week & there was this big carnival, concerts outside, & people outside just playing ball or walking around or doing waterever, of course i was always outside lol left the house at 3 didnt come back till the next day lol. During that time i met this REALLLLY nice guy <3 i fell in love (: at first i didnt really want to meet him, buh my cousin insisted because "he really wanted to talk to me" & well we did after that i honestly couldnt stop thinking about him. it was weird, never really had a thing for a guy like i did for him. its not like anything happened between us i swear lol we only talked & stared at eachother from far away it was like that puppy love all over again (: i wasnt even able to say goodbye to him when i left :( thats what hurts the most now. i remember the last time i saw him, it was at night & we passed right next to each other & he just put his hand on his heart & smiled big :D oh goshh those eyes & that smile was what made me go bananas x) i really hope i get to see him again. i'll probably go back next year but who really knows. im dieing to see him at least one more time, i have too i don't care what it takes. i miss him i miss everything.
